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Laura - Final. I hope.18As Natasha's death spread around the school, assemblies, letter's home, and so many tears followed with it. Even the people who didn't really know her cried over the "never thought it would happen here"s. Everyone was in denial, except the teachers, who were immediately scrutinized by OFSTED, and angry letters from parents. In retaliation there was a huge crackdown on drugs, and teachers were always paroling around the school, which led to many absences and a nearly empty school. (Or just a school washed of chavs.)

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B is for BipolarNothing in my head works, it doesn't work like it should. The thoughts whirl round, and I can't explain them. Death, lies, gore, and corruption smile like a cheshire cat with a glasgow grin inside my head. The bittersweet, oxymoronic reality of todays society is nothing more than a hypothesis which cannot be shared. I feel trapped inside my own body.

Today I felt great, I went out and bought a fast car, with a nice number plate, with just the number 13. I like that number. After that I sat in the park, before getting agitated, driving the porsche home and getting on the first train I saw and riding it until the very last stop. I ended up in

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Title: "Play violin on my heartstrings"
I can't tell whether I love/loathe this.

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This is my first free commission which I haven't been lazy (or, at least too lazy) with.

My style is rather similar to hers, going back and forth between the converse + rainbows and whatnot, whilst still deeply immersed in a world of old victorian circus and a slightly disturbing alice in wonderland theme. Some people will get exactly what I mean when I just say, tim burton, others wont. Let's just leave the sense of style as "eccentric".

So, with this in mind, and after reading over her ID, info, and

s over and over. I decided, if I thought up an idea I liked enough, then I could at least hope she might like it too.

My first idea was rather simple, but then, after days of thinking. I came up with this. And after three more days of on/off work, this is the result.

I hope she likes it. x

~ToastyBuns Dec 8, 2009

e.e how do you do this. it's so.. awesome..

~smexxy-beanie-queen Dec 9, 2009 Student General Artist

Haha, thank you ^^

~PianoVintageGirl Dec 6, 2009

OMGOMGOMGOMG~
I just cannot tell you how much I love this!

it's so beautiful and awesome my dear! <3
every detail just fits perfect with each other.

thank you thank you so much! ~

~smexxy-beanie-queen Dec 9, 2009 Student General Artist

I'm so glad you like it! I had a lot of fun doing it

~Jinglerocker Dec 5, 2009

It's beautiful. Tim Burton couldn't match up to the detail in this! So graceful that it could be moving

~smexxy-beanie-queen Dec 6, 2009 Student General Artist

Well thank you very much Ameh poo

~Jinglerocker Dec 6, 2009

I don't lie... much... Graceh pom

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