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B is for BipolarNothing in my head works, it doesn't work like it should. The thoughts whirl round, and I can't explain them. Death, lies, gore, and corruption smile like a cheshire cat with a glasgow grin inside my head. The bittersweet, oxymoronic reality of todays society is nothing more than a hypothesis which cannot be shared. I feel trapped inside my own body.

Today I felt great, I went out and bought a fast car, with a nice number plate, with just the number 13. I like that number. After that I sat in the park, before getting agitated, driving the porsche home and getting on the first train I saw and riding it until the very last stop. I ended up in

Arguments with an inner me.To be honest I'm just like you.
Although my limbs don't flow like yours.
My knees are bruised, and so is the rest of me,
Inside and out.
Happiness is prescribed, juice that comes in cartons,
Complete with saturated fat, and nicotine.

Like me, love me,
for I know how you feel inside.
Because your expressions are like a map to how you feel,
I read the wrinkles like a blue dotted line of a motorway.
And your freckles like the much needed petrol station along the way.

I shall not pretend to know you,I know how you hate that.
I just want to let you know, I am the magician,
I know what goes on inside your head.
I just don't

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hi you. -yes you.-I suppose you don't look up at the same sky as me,
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Happiness is prescribed, juice that comes in cartons,
Complete with saturated fat, and nicotine.

Like me, love me,
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!ArcanexAngel Mar 5, 2010

OMG that looks like my sisters bengal cat when she was a kitten^^ so cute

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~smexxy-beanie-queen Mar 6, 2010 Student General Artist

Hehe, she is, I love her to bits.

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!ArcanexAngel Mar 6, 2010

You should^^ how could anyone not?

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~smexxy-beanie-queen Mar 6, 2010 Student General Artist

true!

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!Bah-Bleh-Blair Feb 27, 2010 Hobbyist Digital Artist

_{This made my day.}

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~smexxy-beanie-queen Feb 28, 2010 Student General Artist

I'm glad! Thank you for your kind comment, and the

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Have a nice day

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*MayamitY Feb 21, 2010

OMG! SO damn CUTE!

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~smexxy-beanie-queen Feb 21, 2010 Student General Artist

She is! I love her so much

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~x0xsorrowx0x Dec 24, 2009

wow so cute

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