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B is for BipolarNothing in my head works, it doesn't work like it should. The thoughts whirl round, and I can't explain them. Death, lies, gore, and corruption smile like a cheshire cat with a glasgow grin inside my head. The bittersweet, oxymoronic reality of todays society is nothing more than a hypothesis which cannot be shared. I feel trapped inside my own body.

Today I felt great, I went out and bought a fast car, with a nice number plate, with just the number 13. I like that number. After that I sat in the park, before getting agitated, driving the porsche home and getting on the first train I saw and riding it until the very last stop. I ended up in

Arguments with an inner me.To be honest I'm just like you.
Although my limbs don't flow like yours.
My knees are bruised, and so is the rest of me,
Inside and out.
Happiness is prescribed, juice that comes in cartons,
Complete with saturated fat, and nicotine.

Like me, love me,
for I know how you feel inside.
Because your expressions are like a map to how you feel,
I read the wrinkles like a blue dotted line of a motorway.
And your freckles like the much needed petrol station along the way.

I shall not pretend to know you,I know how you hate that.
I just want to let you know, I am the magician,
I know what goes on inside your head.
I just don't

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Then down falls a feather

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They bite and they scratch
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And then it starts to rain
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Two bodies, beat as one.by ~smexxy-beanie-queen

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A newer version of an older piece.
Dad had bipolar *bla bla bla* dad commits suicide *sob story bla bla bla*

Sorry, not in a great mood.

Stop discrimination against mental health. Raise mental health awareness. Everyone is human, everyone is equal.

Peace, love, and everything else in between.

~gothineyeliner Mar 8, 2010

For my collage class I a working on a project about Bipolar. I was wondering if I may use your picture for this project?

~smexxy-beanie-queen Mar 9, 2010 Student General Artist

Of course! It would be an honour.

Thank you for the

too.
Have a nice day. x

~gothineyeliner Apr 20, 2010

thanks so much, this picture turned out to be super helpful for my project

~smexxy-beanie-queen Apr 21, 2010 Student General Artist

Oh I'm very glad I could help!

~RhayvenNite Feb 9, 2010 Student Writer

Not a sob story =/ That'd be really sad and It'd be something that'd be hard to deal with. So I dont want you saying "sob story" OK?

Anyways - Stay strong ^_^

~smexxy-beanie-queen Feb 10, 2010 Student General Artist

Yeah, I suppose, it's just I can't talk about it, because then I'm barraged with 'Oh I'm sorry' and really hurt expressions, it happened eight years ago, and although I still hurt, people often don't understand that being so sorry for bringing it up, isn't helpful to me. I've always felt something was wrong with the way I brought it up.

But thank you. It's nice to have support. xxx

~RhayvenNite Feb 10, 2010 Student Writer

I dont think theres anything wrong with grieving. And people can suck it, if you need to grieve they need to understand that. Its nothing wrong with it. Hell, I tell my cat everything - she's my counselor and support buddy. SHe knows all my biggest secrets :3

~smexxy-beanie-queen Feb 10, 2010 Student General Artist

haha! I love my cat! But i've had hooman counselors for years... don't do it! they suck D: I think my cat knows more than I do

~RhayvenNite Feb 10, 2010 Student Writer

Whats a hooman counselor?

~smexxy-beanie-queen Feb 11, 2010 Student General Artist

Ahaha, sorry! Human counselor, My inner child got the better of me

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